MYSTICA

 ''A Dying Jawan With A Living Dream''

I know this to be the very end,
End of a life that has never learnt to bend!
Dreamt so many dreams you also cherish,
Threw my life into it,not to have any blemish.
I do not want you to cry after I leave my last breath,
I fear it may cool down your burning wrath!

You talk about a utopian world of utmost equanimity!
Same I had before they killed me with barbarous brutality.
Still we can't come out of the cocoon of self identity,
where everyone will be living by embracing fraternity!
Till then it's better be an act of ruthless aggression.
just to keep us alive as a nation!

My hovering dreams would be out in the border,
to protect yours not a subject to smother!
They say we born to die for our nation.
Feels proud even after the bullets offer its sensation!
I die with no remorse saving you from the external,
Living the dream of you being undivided in internal!

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Everything dies but she survives,
Gives you temptation to live many lives.
Drenched its venom in the time you can't remember,
Adulterates every drop of nectar,you eat to live your sphere.
You bleed and cry because of none but her,
Inevitable it is that you are a prey to suffer.

But only she is not a subject to condemnation,
You yourself wished for your eternal damnation.
It is not that she caused you only pain,
Offered everything you have is not a matter to disdain.
It is your greed that made her malign,
Your goodness can redirect her to the divine.

Inevitable you are,in thy very nature,
Given respite from,when life becomes a torture!
You begin to live from the moment I landed up,
And wait for me till the last sip of my stirrup cup.
So many times I cried and prayed you to arrive,
The perfectionist you are,allowed me to survive.
But not for ever,only few more years,
Embracing you,I smile at the life,leaving behind my dears!


Still I bow down to your endless patience,
You wait for my love exemplifying your endurance!
Those beings claim to be the supreme of creation,
Can't wait even for a day and succumb to their sensual passion.
I will be dying to meet you on numerous occasion,
Only to fall in love embracing life's coronation.

         A stretched arm with abundance of promise,

hold my hand in her breast to make me feel 

                                               THE SETTING SUN



                        Thousand times I perished beyond the horizon.
                                 No one ever sympathized and
                              let me suffer the pain of dejection.
                        I cried,my whole body got dimmed in pain,
                              And multiplies manifold hearing
                      those enchanting words of their disposition.
                    So many hours I served avoiding any procrastination.
                         Offered life to everyone leaving behind
                              the dark corridor of expectation.
                        Yet I come back forgetting  the mournful past,
                    Ushering a new beginning,enlightening every single path.


                                 How long shall I live is the only question!
                            Not for myself,for those who clapped at my damnation.
                              No one sees my sacrifice,I burn myself like hell.
                               Everything comes out of my incineration,
                                           help them to dwell.
                            No matter how much they like seeing me dying,
                                     I will rise again over the horizon,
                                          the phoenix I am being.

                                                       LOVE IN OBLIVION


                                      Companion was only the tears,though tastes bitter
                                    monster of suffering soaks up the sweetness till
                                          the last drop,left the skeleton to loiter.
                                          Denial of eyes to rest kept myself into quest
                                     for joy in dreams, denying the sorrow of wakefulness.
                            Begins a day seeing the Sun in glory,ends up with tempest.

                                          Those aches once rendered my heart,
                                         by countless times of fragmentation.
                                   Fades away offering a smile of ultimate collaboration.
                                           Had no idea,that everyone calls miracle,
                                            Bewitched become thy soul,leaving
                                 the ocean of teardrops behind,overcoming every debacle.
                             No regret,no repentance,may it not be the reality
                                Invigorating are those eyes,usher of new life.
                                             Oblivious is the world,far from meaningless duality.

                                       


                                                                 SHE SCREAMS


                                                     She cries,cries by herself,
                                     covering the face,not to show the droplets.
                                   Offered everything, unfolding her open breast.
                                     Smiled at frolicking nature,ignoring
                                            the pain of holding breath.
                                    Opulent is her offering,undeniable is the nature.
                                    Nurtured her offspring, not to become a butcher.


                                      unscrupulous what they are in their being.
                                       slaughter open,penetrate to the limitless,
                                            ignoring the resonance of screaming.
                                         To love only she knows,hatred what she gets.
                                                 Receiving filth,aroma it gives.
                                        Her life being of forgiveness,tolerance she shows,
                                               when will she bifurcate?only she knows!