Addiction: A story of a Lost Life
A life which seems to be carried forward with his past life
obligation is to suffer the immense brutality of a mortified society. Being a
son of a poor farmer who is an alcoholic, he did not have any earthly
possession to get enchanted. On the contrary he got a mother who is probably to
suffer a million lifetimes' karma. She would probably be one of the most
resilient women the earth has ever produced. Addiction brings disaster .In
spite of having two non-profligate children and a wife the father could not
restrain himself from walking on the path of destruction in the form of
alcoholic addiction. Everything he had, but sustainable was nothing. Out of
sheer frustration, he begins to torture his wife and children. In a certain
night when the clock was about to visit the position, where it starts from, a
thunderstorm outstretched its nefarious arm to assault the goddess-like spouse
and throws out little kid's books outside the window for no reason other than the
inebriating effect on him. This was the most horrific night where the little
kid saw his brutal father was beating his compassionate and kind-hearted
mother by grasping her hair which delineates the medieval brutality where
the masters abused their slaves immensely.
In the next morning everything became fit and fine when the hangover of
the father was over. In spite of having all these imperfections he had some
noble qualities .He used to be a generous figure among the people who
associated him. The father had a strong inclination to see his son well
established in the society even though he had utmost poverty. Therefore at a
very early age the son was sent to a hostel for his educational betterment. The
fact that he had a poor father & didn't have any significant earthly
possession, was imprinted in his head. This led his downfall and in that way he
entered into the dark corridor of depression. Although he was quite
conscientious and talent, he was unable to perform well enough in the latter
half of his academic career. He was unable to come out of the trauma he had in
his childhood.
Because of hormonal hijack he too fallen in love but could not
succeed. She promised him to stay by his side throughout but it was one of
those promises which were made to be broken. But this guy did not claim his
love. He gave her the luxury to leave him at any point of his life with just an
immediate notice and she did the same. He was very unlikely to befit the modern
day & age. He thought on number of occasions to rejuvenate & tried his
level best with all the complexities he had but he could not. His weakness
became stronger than his strength.
Social dignity, identification all seemed to be total garbage to
him. He wanted to draw himself in the world of oblivion. When he looked back
nothing seemed to work the way he wanted. Then he decided to put an end on this
endless suffering. He perished with ease to find a new beginning.
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